i like it here

it's awesome, i think, when people share their dreams. no, i don't mean the let's-bond-and-talk-about-what-we-want-in-life session.

i mean, when people have similar dreams and decide to work together instead of (oh so subtly) competing with one another on landing or initiating the hottest gig.

what i find even more awesome is the utter selflessness of the one who pulled everyone together. i mean you know how protective of our "original" ideas all of us are. so when someone just blurts it out--unafraid that someone will steal it or beat him/her to it--to start a group effort instead of an individual thing... i dunno, i'm just inspired. more so, the respect i have for this person just multiplies tenfold.

and the funniest thing is, these people who do the big thing are often not the ones we expect to do such things. most of the time, it may be Their One Great Big Idea (even if it's not that original because everybody else thinks it's Their Innovative Idea, too), but they share it. They share it.

It's just really big of them. So to you who's doing that right now, I'll be putting you on a pedestal for the rest of my life.

Basta, bilib ako sa 'yo. It's so obvious that you're all about the project and not the credit, astig points and image. I really think you (and the team) can do it =)

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Sometimes, I'm grateful that I'm (almost) out of that stage where I have to prove to the world that I am a "Creative Force". No, really, it's a phase everyone goes, through (Don't tell me you haven't?). At some point, I think you become at peace with your specific audience and really start making the positive difference you've always wanted to make--without looking like you're trying too hard and pushing where nothing will budge.

It seems that when you get older, you really do get mellower and just do things because you want to, not because of a major plan you had (at 18) to be (i dunno) a "unique" talk show host. Things just become natural. Whereas young dreams are fiery red, the dreams of those a bit older seem, well, airy (i guess would be the word) and so peacefully lighted.

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Caught my first wave last Saturday. As in caught it on my own because I didn't hire an instructor. And I was in full combat regalia as well. And nobody but God saw it.

the most embarrassing songs to admit you've cried to:

1. she's having my baby - andy williams
2. miles away - the zombies?

what a silly, silly twit.

okay, you can laugh now.

Your Celebrity Style Twin is Gwen Stefani

Trendsetting, unique, and stylish.

You are White Chocolate

You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in. Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you. You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!

I don't get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls
Brought me here

And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

What if I'd been born fifty years before you
In a house on a street where you lived?
Maybe I'd be outside as you passed on your bike
Would I know?

And in a white sea of eyes
I see one pair that I recognize
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you

Next door, there's an old man who lived to his nineties
And one day passed away in his sleep
And his wife, she stayed for a couple of days
And passed away

I'm sorry, I know that's a strange way to tell you that I know we belong
That I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

The Luckiest
-Ben Folds-


My current occupation:
wanting to walk on the sky